Emotional spectrum

Friday, September 30, 2022

Any given day, my emotions go through the full spectrum. I wouldn’t necessarily call them mood swings, I don’t go from one extreme to the other. Instead, it’s like a slow build-up. A crescendo of emotions. A chaotic crescendo, but that’s me.

I started this with something in mind. That doesn’t go well. After a few blobs of bright paint, I took a minute to breathe, then grabbed the colors that actually conveyed what I was feeling. Overwhelmingly blue and a bit of green. Then I smooshed them all together. The top corner ended up what it was meant to be… a muddled mess. Because any time I think I can see the light and brightness, it turns into a muddled mess.