Wonderland

Sunday, July 9, 2023

I spend most of my day in my own head.

I’m not sure if it’s because I have HDHD, because I’m an introvert, or because I’m a creative, but I probably live more in my own thoughts than I do in the real world. Again, I circle back to my connection with Alice, although my Wonderland is more of the book or even the Tim Burton version than the classic Disney. Heck, maybe even more so the American McGee video game version. It’s a crazy place filled with both wonder and horror.

I find myself coming out of a fog, sometimes, or even catch myself mouthing words to the conversation I was having in my imagination. I also blame my RBF (resting bitch face) on my separation from reality. It’s not that I’m angry, it’s that I’m just not really here.

It does make time pass quickly, though.